I've lost friends.
I think losing them, is like, walking without looking where you're going, missing a step and having your foot go down that miserable gap between the drain covers.
First your mind goes blank, cos it was so unexpected and gosh, it happened too fast. Then, you realise what's happened and you are at a serious loss for words and you dont know how to react.
You just don't know what to do.
But you can't stop people from staring, laughing or judging, you can't stop yourself from turning red, you can't unfall yourself, you can't turn back time to make yourself more aware of your surroundings.
You just can't.
You just have to get up, brush off yourself, hold your head high, and walk away.
There's nothing much to say or do. Besides, if you try to smile at those strangers who've stared, laughed or judged (you dumb girl, can't you see where you're going?) they won't or rather can't unstare, unlaugh, unjudge.
So just let it go, and walk away. Nice while it lasted, but like a butterfly, they'll flit to some place else.
3 comments:
i totally know what you mean. i've lost friends who were closest to me at some point or other and then you wish you made completely different decisions so things wouldnt have ended up the way they are now. but aye, life's like that. you make new memories with new people and the old ones are just bittersweet.
-mas.
right you are! (: it's like what's the point of trying if it'll never be the same again?! you wont get what you lost back. so it's better of lost, somehow.
*off
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